Jimmy

I’ve been sober for nine months — I was an alcoholic for six years. I’ve got two little kids, and all they know is an alcoholic dad. I almost died; I drank three bottles of vodka in six hours. I survived that. It was three days of withdrawals and seizures, and… I’m here. I couldn’t do anything, I just laid in bed having seizures, and kids were so happy to see me when I came through it, and that was my wake-up call. I couldn’t keep living like that. I lost 66 pounds after I stopped drinking — that’s what my little kangaroo pouch is about!

The people I’ve hurt has been the worst. I’ve had so many women try to save me. But we know what we’re doing when we drink, and you can’t stop until you stop for yourself.

I’m schizophrenic and bipolar. I’m seeing a therapist and I’m medicated. It’s a miracle my parnters are with me. I did lose one, and honestly three. I don’t recommend it, it’s too much. But, I feel really sexy. I feel like the hottest fucking guy on the planet. Part of it is how my partners treat me, how they’ll say “Hey, you look cute today,” how they touch me, and part of it is how different my body looks after losing all that weight.